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Growing up there were two posters hanging above my bed. The first showed a soccer player writhing in pain on the ground with these helpful words:
No pain, no gain. No gain, no goals.
No goals, no scouts. No scouts, no college.
No college, no cheerleaders.
No cheerleaders? Get up, man. Get up!
More than a decade after I took it down, I still have those silly words memorized. At the time, soccer was half my world and the second half was on the other poster.

I am tempted to say that Billy Corgan and his gang changed the way I thought about music, but before I started listening to them, I didn’t think about music at all. There were songs on the radio and songs we sang in school. Songs my friend’s older sister played and songs my grandpa taught me. Usually I liked them, but that’s because I didn’t know it was possible to not like them.
When I saw the music video for “Tonight, Tonight” a lot of things clicked in my brain. First, some music was better than other music. In fact, some music was much better than other music. Second, I wanted to be a filmmaker. Even though Corgan’s voice and the soaring strings caught my attention, it was the visuals that I felt connected to. That moon was something I could construct with my own hands.
Despite the visual effects and formal costume-wear, the video seemed simple. At the time I didn’t know that was because Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Farris (
Further proof comes from this video made by a high school student for one of my favorite songs.
produced at the Capital Area School for the Arts.
The arts magnet High School in Harrisburg, Pennsylvania.
Filmmaker: Jovana Sarver
Artist: Joanna Newsom
Song: “Bridges and Balloons”
Video Produced 2006.
One Comment
1 Brady B. wrote:
I was browsing on google looking for a poster, like the one with the soccer player on the ground thinking about cheerleaders, that you have at the top of this page and I can’t seem to find it. So, I was wondering where did you get it? Please reply, because I am very interested in that poster.
Brady B.